enirehtak527


	well
	I used this to just read and post on 1 blog over a year ago. I've brought it back because my friends don't listen to me. Literally. Don't. Listen. I hear every word they say, but when it comes what leaves my mouth, it's in one ear and out the other. Or just plain you weren't listening. Why is it that people fall into these categories of whose more powerful over another person? Don't tell me you don't feel it, because it's there. When a "leader" emerges in your group of friends, or when 1 friend decides they're the more superior of the two. Some people just accept it as order and how the world turns, but that's not how it is. Friends are equals. I know you have friends that are closer to you and those are the friends I'm talking about. You and a good friend. I just feed into it, the trap of her personality. Maybe that's not a trap it's just our personalities and how they click. Then why would I be feeling this? She just continuously undermines me. I feel used and abused, like my kindness is being overlooked as being a pushover. I mean...never mind, I won't get into that. But, on several occasions, and I don't like it. Maybe going home this weekend is good, I need to be away and with people i know love me. And won't take me for something I'm not. Tags: personality, trap, undermine Current Location: dorm Current Mood: high Current Music: Black Sabbath-Hand of Doom


	folk
	okay a few things. i don't update this at all like ever. i prolly should. maybe. idk. ehhh. okay. i don't really have much to say. i know i said a few things but that was obviously a lie haha. uhm. summer is kind of a joke right now. i go hoop it up and lift weights and then i come home and sit and read or sit on this damn computer or in front of a television. then i go to work. yay me? no. yay you. okay i think i'm done b/c all of that is pretty grammatically incorrect and sort of one big run on sentance. Tags: idk my bff jill Current Location: my house Current Mood: calm Current Music: nina simone


	dude like
	i'm about to get all political and what not. but like, still. um. have you ever thought about the insane amount of poverty around the world? like, it's crazy. like, 50 percent or more of our planet is starving. and 70 percent are illiterate. it just sucks how little we do for people. like, if it has nothing to do with gas, or bombs, or something that effects us directly, we do nothing. it angers me. savedarfur.org seriously. genoicide is terrible. and doing nothing obviously doesnt stop mass murders. mmmmmmmkbye. Tags: darfur, jammin Current Location: at my house Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Morrissey


	shtuff
	truthfully. i have like 3 friends on this. not much is going on lately. i'm just trying to find myself basically. and on the real. religion, according to my yg, specifically christianity, is getting farther and farther away from me. it just doesn't make sense anymore. i guess i have some searching to do. ps. i get to go see john mayer tonight. i'm happy. Tags: john mayer, shtuff Current Location: home Current Mood: excited Current Music: Mat Kearney